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December 21

There's only one more day.

12月21日,as the Xmas approaching now, i've got no time and energy to celebrate for this day , and my XXII's Birthday. Other 3 months pasted, things still haven't changed...

又是三个月,时间流逝的恐惧越来越超越死亡在我心中的地位,虽然无从考证,但从古至今有多少人败在了时间的脚下,在人们后悔之余,时间就像一个面无表情的老人无止境的前进着,对那些人没有任何怜悯,痛惜甚至一丝评语。其实与其说人们败给了时间还不如说是败给了自己。

明天将是第五个在澳洲过的生日了,已经清楚明天将要发生什么事情了,但现在仍然很感恩上天能够又赐我这么一天,虽然身边没有该有的人却会增加些不该有的人,虽然将会身临在不该在的地方而在我不该属于的地方,虽然没有该有的气氛而有着令人不爽的气氛,太多的虽然了。但我相信这一切总会过去的并且在以后的某一天回忆起来也会傻笑一番的。Claudia的心理测试进行完了,专业的事情虽然定了下来,但是要为曾经付出一些不小的代价,PR的事情仍然进行当中,其中的艰辛不是一两句话能够说得清楚,一个人的生活也没有停止,但我试图把每一分钟都占用下来,让我没有时间和精力去想不该想的人和事。

I'm very appreciate and gratitude that what i've got every things, thanksgiving every little things and person that make me happy and worriless every single night before sleep.

There was a person's say that i've always admire, i'm truly agree with this say and every single person have to thought about it.

-Watch your thoughts;they become words.

-Watch your words;they become actions.

-Watch your actions; they become your habits;

-Watch your habits; they become your character.

-Watch your habits; it becomes your destiny

from Frank Outlaw

 

Happy birthday to Michael's XXII, Allow me to present this Black Forest from Seasweet

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September 04

Fading of the Mem.

Greets the days with hope and loneliness for the morning sun. Time gone so fast as the days reaching to the end of the year, spring sunshine drive away the coldest month ever in Syd in more than 50 years, and i had fading of the memory what's happening in the past few months. I'm try to avoid the most terrified and every one has faced thing, loneliness, but it still came. No one can do anything about it but yourself. 
 
Doing not too bad these days, although i had made up my mind to follow some plans and action, but it still limited by the shilly shally personality i've got which is the part i want to change the most. what will happen in the following month has already full schedule, psychology ass. with claudia, company's transforming session, final step to the permanent resident and diciding and application for the course for next year. However, i still didn't forget make sweet for myself, as what i said before, different mood tows out different flavour. This strawberry rouges gives light sweet flavour and mousse mouth feeling, basicly made up by bread crumbs + mousse + garnish, sounds easy ha.复件 DSC01694
July 15

The most yearn towardest season

different mood gets different feelling of the dessert, although you get a exactly same recipe as famous pastry or dessert chef's got, you still can not get out of what you really want. but however, in other way, the result you've got from your hands showing that the different frame of the  mind you've got right now. that's one of the magicest things in dessert. also it's one of the reason's that i love to making the sweet.
 
this one is what i called "The most yearn towardest season", it's basicly a Chocolate berry tiramisu. but honestly when i make the cake, i haven't even try any part of the ingredients during the making time until it has been done. then when i make the actual first bit, it was the feelling that i have been a loooooong time haven't get, it can not describe by words, what i can only say it's that it " matched ". it bring me back to the first time that i've ever made the cake, i still remember that moment, the taste, the flavour, the person standing beside me, the words that she said......
 
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A friend is like a bra...Hard to find,supportive,comfortable and always close to your heart...
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